kiire-kiire-kiire

Tunnen tĂ€iega, et saan karmalt hetkel sajaga. Paar nĂ€dalavahetust tagasi kurtsin, kuidas neli vaba pĂ€eva jĂ€rjest on ikka nii palju ja mitte midagi teha pole, kĂ”ik kuskil Ă€ra bla bla bla. Ja siis muidugi jĂ€rgnesid sellele nĂŒĂŒd kaks nĂ€dalat, kus on nii kiire pidevalt, et leboaega vĂ€ga polegi. Samas ei kurda, tegus on ka tore olla. Kool-töö-trenn hoiavadki mĂ”nusalt aktiivsed.

Siiski-siiski, eelnev nĂ€dalavahetus sai jĂ€llegi Haapsalus veedetud, sest Bosse pidas oma 22. sĂŒnnipĂ€eva ja oli vaja ĂŒks hea pidu Ă€ra pidada. + Bosse vanaema tegi max hĂ€id saiakesi, seega miks ei. Panin kingina talle kokku ĂŒhe sĂŒnnipĂ€eva survival kiti, et hommik ikka helgem oleks. SĂŒĂŒa sai hĂ€sti, pĂ€ris palju rahvast oli ka ja nalja sai oi kui palju. MĂ”ni sĂ”ber kĂ€is korteri peal ringi korrutades: “I LOVE this game! Only Positive Energy”, mis oli tĂ”esti vist Ă”htu teemaks. Vahepeal toimus ka tore viktoriin, mille me oma ĂŒllatuks Madli ja Keniga Ă€ra vĂ”itsime, kuid auhinnaks saadud Craftersi Gini mina enam kordagi hiljem ei nĂ€inud. JĂ€rgmine pĂ€ev selgus, et keegi oli suutnud ka 96-kraadise piirituse kinni panna – kes, seda ei tea siiani mitte keegi. Tantsida sai, juttu sai rÀÀkida ja lĂ”puks liikusime vanalinna ka, tee peal sai jĂ€lle palju nalja, aga kahjuks polnud kohale jĂ”udes vĂ€ga eriti midagi teha, seega kojumineeek. Oliver pani vĂ€ikese meenutuse sĂŒnnipĂ€evast ka kokku, mille leiate klikkides SIIA.

PĂŒhapĂ€eva veetsime enamuses niisama linna peal, nautisime Beguta Taimetoidukohviku imehĂ€id pĂ€evapakkumisi ja magustoiduks ĂŒli(!!!) head pannkooki agaavisiirupi ja maapĂ€hklivĂ”iga, millele ma vĂ”tsin juurde veel jÀÀtise ka. Soovitan soojalt.

Tulemas on nĂŒĂŒd nĂ€dal ja pool tegusaid pĂ€evi ja siis saangi juba kaheks nĂ€dalaks Eesti pinna jalgelt pĂŒhkida ning veeta pĂ€evake Berliinis ning siis juba 2 nĂ€dalat Rumeenia mĂ€gedes. Kindlasti kirjutan sellest tagasi tulles ka pikemalt.

R x

English: Lately I’ve been soo busy. I’m sure it is karma getting back to me for whining about having nothing to do a couple of weeks ago. School-work-dance practices, they all take up quite a lot of time. Still, last weekend I again went home, to Haapsalu, since my friend Bosse celebrated his 22nd birthday. It was a great party, people were really drunk, the food (specially the pastries made by his grandma) was good and we had a lot of fun. There was a quiz, which we suprisingly won. The prize was a bottle of Crafters Gin, but I personally did not see it again after winning it, haha. Later we also went to the old town, but the party was quite boring there, so home it was. 

Sunday was mostly resting, but we went to the Beguta Vegetarian Cafe and it was so good. The savoury dishes were great, but the cherry on top was definitely the pancake with peanutbutter and agave syrup – I topped mine with vanilla ice cream as well.. definitely recommend! 

The next week and a half will also be quite busy, but it all brings me closer to next weekend, when I’ll finally go to Romania! I get to spend the day and Berlin and then fly over to Bucharest. I will definitely write about it later as well. 

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reuma, tants ja mina kahe vahel

Kui Ă”ues hakkab pimedamaks minema ja uni hakkab peale tulema, siis on kindlasti parim aeg blogisse ĂŒle nĂ€dala aja uus sissekanne teha, sest why tf not? MĂ”tlesin, et oleks ehk aeg teha vĂ€ike kiire update liigeste olukorra kohta, sest viimasel ajal vĂ”i no.. viimase paari kuu jooksul olen saanud mitmeid kĂŒsimusi, huvitavaid pilke jne oma tegevuste kohta.. Seega. Jah. Kui keegi veel mĂ€letab, siis kunagi korra maybe maybe not mainisin, et sain endale peale bioravi, ehk siis midagi sellist mis eeldas end kord nĂ€dalas ise sĂŒstimist. Mhmh, pĂ€ris jube, aga efektiivne ja no nii pool aastat ja natukene ĂŒlegi tundsin end justkui tĂ€iesti terve inimesena jĂ€lle. Samas aga muutus iga nĂ€dal see rohu manustamine aina raskemaks, iga korraga aina valusamaks ja ma reaalselt kartsin seda hetke kui pean selle sĂŒsti Ă€ra tegema. Seega, lĂ”petasin selle teema Ă€ra ja lĂ€ksin oma vanade rohtude peale tagasi. TĂ”si, erinevust on mĂ€rgata ja eelkĂ”ige tunda kĂŒll – hommikuti ikka on kange olla jĂ€lle ja valu tuleb kiiremini tagasi, kui varem.

Teisalt aga tundsin end millegipĂ€rast selle muutuse sees hoopis teistmoodi ja otsustasin asja veidi vabamalt vĂ”tta. See tĂ€hendab siis seda, et kuigi alkohol ei ole lubatud, siis olen seda mĂ”nel puhul ikkagi endale lubanud ja mis veel: tegelen jĂ€lle sellega, mis mulle endale meeldib, ehk lĂ€ksin tantsima. Üle..3-4? aasta. Hetkel resideerun Error Tantsukooli nimekirjas ja loodetavasti ikka pikemas perspektiivis. Samas oleks vale vĂ€ita, et peale esimest paari trenni oli elu lill ja kĂ”ik kohad polnudki valusad, oi ei. Lisaks liigestele, mis nii vĂ”i naa tunda andsid, otsustasid kĂ”ik mu lihased alla anda, sest kui ikka aastaid pole sellist koormust saanud, siis mida ikka oodata. See selleks, see on kĂ”ik seda vÀÀrt.

Selle tĂ”ttu, et olen selliseid samme otsustanud teha, pean ise omalt poolt ka pingutama rohkem, mitte rohu vĂ”tmist Ă€ra unustama, mitte ĂŒle pingutama mĂ”ne asja puhul ja lootma, et asjalood seisavad stabiilsena. Cool.

R x

English: Isn’t it always like that: it gets dark outside and the most random thoughts pop into your head? It certainly is for me, which is why I decided to give a bit of an update on my rheumatoid arthritis. For about 7 months I was on this biological medicine, which required injecting myself once a week. While it really did make me feel super good and HEALTHY again, with every week, it got harder and harder and in the end I actually dreaded the moment I had to inject the medicine. Yeah.. now I am back to pills and back to still feeling the pain. Still, I have made some changes as well: although alcohol is not permitted, I’ve still had a drink or two lately and another huge thing: I am back to dancing, something I’ve always loved to do, but could not continue because of this shitty disease. Yeah, after the first couple of trainings my body did completely give up: not only the joints but my muscles as well. Then again, what do you expect with not doing anything remotely that active for 3-4 years? Haha. It is all worth it.

 

tere magister

Esimesed.. ĂŒks ja pool? nĂ€dalat magistriĂ”pingutest lĂ€bitud ja mĂ”tteid on palju. Peale sellist #toredat töökogemust suvel on koolis kĂ€ia ikka mĂ”nus. Ja sinna see mĂ”nus osa asjast ilmselt jÀÀbki. Sain juba sisseastumiskatsetel vihjeid, et lugemist on PALJU ja enamus sellest on pigem akadeemiline. See vĂ€ike koolis veedetud aeg on seda juba mitmekordselt tĂ”estanud, et jah tĂ”esti, on palju vaja lugeda. See selleks. MagistriĂ”pingud kulmineeruvad magistritöö vĂ”i magistriprojektiga: esimene neist siis akadeemiline paber (pikkuses u 80 lk) ja projekt ongi mingi… projekt. Projekti nĂ€iteks vĂ”in tuua sellise asja, et ĂŒks Ă”pilane töötab oma projekti raames vĂ€lja Juhan Liivi muuseumisse pimedatele nĂ€itust.

Igatahes, juba esimestel pĂ€evadel, kui tahaks kooli veidi uuesti sisse elada, lennati peale kĂŒsimustega: “Mis tuleb magistritöö teemaks?”, “Kes juhendaja vĂ”iks olla?” jnejne. Neile on muidugi kĂ”ik vĂ€ga tore, kes on bakatöö reaalselt enne alla kirjutanud, sest nagu aru olen saanud, siis enamus uurivadki seda tööd oma makatööna edasi ka.. and then there’s me. “TĂ€nu” faktile, et meie eriala baka lĂ”ppes bakalaureuse eksamiga, pean pĂ”himĂ”tteliselt kĂ”ik nullist alustama. Sellest poleks midagi muidugi, kui ĂŒhelt ja teiselt poolt ei tuleks tĂ€iesti vastupidist infot: ĂŒhel pĂ€eval pressitakse peale teema osas jne ja teisel pĂ€eval öeldakse, et pole ĂŒldse veel vaja mĂ”elda selle peale. Muidugi oleks tore, kui oleks kasvĂ”i mingigi idee, mis suunas asja vaadata, aga mida pole, seda pole ja kogu see press ei tee ka asja paremaks, vaid aju automaatselt lukustub tĂ€iesti kinni.

Tegelikult nĂ€en asjas ka seda teist poolt, ehk saan aru, miks juba kahel esimesel koolipĂ€eval sellise asjaga peale lennatakse. Kaks aastat lĂ€heb ilmselt meeletult ruttu ja mida varem alustada, seda parem. Õnneks on anglistika osakonna juhid vĂ€ga abivalmid ja kuna olen samast osakonnast ja saadakse aru, et see eksam bakas tegi tĂ€ieliku karuteene, siis ollakse igat pidi toetavad. Loodan vaid, et lĂ€hinĂ€dalatel lööb mul ka see pirn pea kohal pĂ”lema ja saan lĂ”puks mingi hea idee, mida siis reaalselt magistritööks edasi arendada.. pls.

R x

English: First one and a half weeks of Anglistics master’s degree done.. and it’s already quite hard. There is A LOT of reading, which I was already well aware of before, but still. Also, there is this constant pressure about the final paper.. already. The only negative thing is that I have absolutely no idea what I should write about and most of the people around me are full of ideas, are either building their master’s final paper on top of their bachelor’s one or have already come up with a great new idea to write about. Besides that, there is this conflict between what different people from different departments say: one says that we should absolutely already have the idea and should immediately start writing, the other says that it’s okay to take your time.. What the fuck am I supposed to do then?

Of course I understand that 2 years will literally flow by, but still. I hope I’ll get my lightbulb moment in the following weeks, because starting the paper the sooner the better will definitely be better than just winging it.